There's this guy at college, who I like. Really like. I cant stop thinking about him. And he, of course has a girlfriend. She is of course skinny and gorgeous and everything I'm not.
I've liked this guy for OVER A YEAR!! And he knows because I keep getting it into my head that honesty is the best policy, when clearly ignoring it and hoping it will go away is the best policy. Because i have learned that admitting you like someone to them, leads you to get really hurt because you often get the response 'that's different' or 'wow, that's not what I was expecting'.
He's just SO perfect for me. He has this amazing sense of humor (e.g. very sarcastic and cynical) and he likes all the best television programs and comedians. His music taste leaves a little to be desired but no one can be that perfect. But he is the closest I have found. That and he is STUNNING!!!! Blond hair, blue eyes, smiles a lot. And as I imagine you all know me- that perfect shape- more to hold on to :) more to love...
Ah well, I guess I'm just bitter. It just seems that the guys I like, never like me 'in that way'. I think its because I have yet again achieved that status as one of the guys. and i try VERY hard to act more like a girl (dresses and heels and all that jazz) but I still seem to be a boy at heart. And I don't want to be. I like being a girl.
Oh my god. Have just re read this and it is majorly EMO. ha ha. Well a girls got to have a genre!